life reminders for the memory-impaired.

Saturday, July 19, 2008

shadow overhead.

There are moments when I don't know if it's real,
or if anybody feels the way I feel.
I need inspiration,
not just another negotiation.




My dog, he smells like popcorn. xD

I sincerely apologize for posting so many blogs so close together. I just can't stop thinking. I have too much to say.
I just hope I'm not boring you. D: Then again, who said you had to read? ^^

So, I just read Tiff's latest blog, about change!
And God, is she right! Change has been amazing. :)
Looking back on my life before, everything seems so small and pathetic in comparison with my recent experiences. It's like, What was I thinking back then?!

I'm listening to this playlist I made, of my favorite songs. I love it, because whatever comes on is always the perfect song, because I love them all so intensely.
You're probably thinking, Well, duh. Wouldn't that be the purpose of "favorites"? xD

I guess, in a way. I only have a blog for Calvin. I would still rather write in my journal, but I don't see him enough for him to read that, so I have to stick with this.

Something I must let out: I miss someone a lot less than I expected I would, if I do at all. Not sure whether that's good or bad, happy or sad.
An update on my life: If you read my blog, you're probably close enough to me to know I've drank and smoked. And in case you didn't know that, yeah, there you go :)
Fact to share with you: ALL WE CAN DO IS KEEP BREATHING.



Falling in Love at a Coffee Shop - Landon Pigg

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

i love that song :)

HelloYou said...

Hey you,

I know you're having a lot of fun, with your life changing and all,
but sometimes I worry about you.

I don't know why [or maybe I do..], but you worry me a lot.

Don't over do it..
please?

Tiffany [Oh Tiffany...] said...

change is good isn't it :D
none of this has been totally drastic either... so it's a good kind of change.

we're all here for you, to make sure you don't overdo it. Cause that's what friends are for!

*I just read the comment on my blog from a month ago. It made me cry... I never meant to make anyone feel like that, or scare you. Honest. I hope you don't feel that way about me anymore.... I feel a lot better than I used to. Because of you guys.

I had 1 person to do stuff with. and I felt so bad, cause I didn't think you'd accept me for it. but you guys do! And I'm having so much fun doing it with you compared to them. ^^

I never meant to make you feel like that. Believe me.

favorite books.

  • running with scissors - augusten burroughs
  • slaughterhouse five - kurt vonnegut
  • the curious incident of the dog in the night time - mark haddon
  • the perks of being a wallflower - stephen chbosky
  • the realm of possibility - david levithan
  • a long way down - nick hornby
  • diary - chuck palahniuk
  • it's kind of a funny story - ned vizzini
  • the book thief - markus zusak
  • i am the messenger - markus zusak
  • a corner of the universe - ann martin
  • marley & me - john grogan
  • just listen - sarah dessen
  • the truth about forever - sarah dessen
  • the bell jar - sylvia plath
  • the catcher in the rye - j.d. salinger
  • tunnel vision - keith lowe
  • slaughterhouse five - kurt vonnegut