hate is a strong word.

Thought that everything was perfect;
Isn't that how it's supposed to be?
Thought you thought that I was worth it;
Now I think a little differently...



Music is basically one of the most important aspects of my life right now. I'm up to 1266 songs! :D
So today, I watched Sam get her haircut, and it turned out really nice. Therefore, I would like to get a haircut now, too. xD Haha, I can't stand life without change. A lot of people I know hate change, but I LOVE it. Can't live without it. I have to like redecorate my room once a year, and change up my style and hairdo like every few months, hah. I might go out of my mind if everything stayed so routine and constant..
I never feel like talking anymore..it's become quite odd. Sort of sad, really. Humans are growing to disgust me..

In a way, I guess you could say I'm just a bit tired of everything around me. My mom said she wants to move me to a new school, and I really wouldn't mind that. In fact, I'd probably love it as long as it wasn't Oakton, hah.

Mimi told me she always thought of me as "so innocent"...a lot of people have been saying things like that lately xD Like, they didn't expect anything out of me. The way no one expects that I love karaoke~
Guess that's what makes me "odd and unpredictable", as Tiff says >:]

Ugh. People always tell me that I shouldn't want to be old and enjoy my childhood while i can, and they're probably right. But how can I help but want to have more freedom? To want to be able to go wherever I want when I want? To leave this house when I need to? To escape from this cage? I'm sorry to say I'm tired of being young. -_-
Don't bother telling me otherwise, I've heard it all before :P


All These Things That I've Done - The Killers
^No joke, this is like my new favorite song. I listened to it on repeat throughout my entire sleep last night~
And it's the only song I've been playing for the past two days. xD
It's so BEEEEEEAST! <3333333