scared of myself again.

If I had a dollar bill
for everytime I've been wrong,
I'd be a self-made millionare,
and you'd still be gone.



Dude. I need to get my life together.
I missed the bus yesterday morning AND this morning, forgot my gym uniform, and forgot to complete a question on my AP history homework. My mom took my iPod away, and I cannot answer questions in class. In English, Napoliello called on me, and I got startled and made quite an odd noise, and then ended up not giving her an answer. Reggie told me I seemed nervous. I was. I always am. In history, 1/3 of our grade is participation, and I was supposed to participate at least twice today, but I just couldn't. Even when I know the answers, I can't speak. I freak out and back down. And this is going to lead to a bad grade! Damnit. I haven't raised my hand in years. I don't answer questions. I don't guess things. I don't talk to adults, in most cases. I believe self-check outs are one of the best inventions, because I hate dealing with humans -__-

This is the first time that participation has mattered this much. I need to learn not to be such a freak. D: I'm just so afraid of being wrong about everything ;__;


Note-- Our school's terrible this year. >:O

Come What May - Moulin Rouge Soundtrack (Nicole Kidman & Ewan McGregor)
^I've had nothing but musical songs stuck in my head for like, the past week. Especially Moulin Rouge & Chicago. This is one of my favorites :D