life reminders for the memory-impaired.

Thursday, August 14, 2008

don't need no authority.

One light, one mind-
Shining in the dark.
Blinded by the silence of
A thousand broken hearts.



I told you I'd be over it by today :)
A few people made me feel better~
And some shouldn't feel as guilty as they do D:
Earvin said this "side" of me took him by surprise..but it's not really a side, it's just me. Only, I keep it in. Some people tell me they've never seen me angry or scared, but the ones who know me well know I get angry very easily and I'm scared of nearly everything.
I'm feeling good today. I was thinking about my life and how I wouldn't ever want to be anyone else. I like being who I am. Or at least, I think I do. Well, I do for now :D

I think I'll copy that post in my journal and then delete it from here. Sounds good. But I'm feeling lazy at the moment..
There, I did it.

You know, I have trouble singing in front of other people when there's no karaoke or singstar. But I love singing so much. SO MUCH. I have sung without those two only in front of: Sam, Liz, Leah, Calvin and Earvin. People say I'm good. I think I am pretty good. =] But people who haven't heard me are always asking me to, but I can't just sing on the spot. When I'm alone I hear myself and I think, Oh it should be easy to sing in front of people. I will next time. Or something like that, but when it actually comes down to it, I choke and nothing comes out. Even when I want to, and try to will myself- it never works. I'm alway so afraid.

Lovefool - The Cardigans
^I cannot stop singing this song.

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favorite books.

  • running with scissors - augusten burroughs
  • slaughterhouse five - kurt vonnegut
  • the curious incident of the dog in the night time - mark haddon
  • the perks of being a wallflower - stephen chbosky
  • the realm of possibility - david levithan
  • a long way down - nick hornby
  • diary - chuck palahniuk
  • it's kind of a funny story - ned vizzini
  • the book thief - markus zusak
  • i am the messenger - markus zusak
  • a corner of the universe - ann martin
  • marley & me - john grogan
  • just listen - sarah dessen
  • the truth about forever - sarah dessen
  • the bell jar - sylvia plath
  • the catcher in the rye - j.d. salinger
  • tunnel vision - keith lowe
  • slaughterhouse five - kurt vonnegut