Sometimes I don't know what to do.
I feel so ecstatic and full of momentum and then suddenly within the blink of an eye my head is pounding with confusion and insecurities.
Up, down, up, down.
STILL.
Half the time I look in the mirror, I start getting very frustrated at having to be who I am.
And the other half, I'm very, genuinely happy to know that I am who I am.
Okay, so maybe I shouldn't have as many karma points as I think.
Drinking is illegal. D:
.............:D
In response to that question on your blog, Tiff, I don't think I could answer it myself.
Can anyone on this earth actually explain who they are, really?
It seems like, possibly one of the most complex questions a person can pose. Which is why it drove us all crazy when Mrs. Napollielo asked us once.
I'd like to say that I'm, most of the time, even if you don't agree, someone who is constantly changing. There are periods of time when I feel like a new person everyday. I'm always contradicting myself, whether it comes down to being both brave and a coward, strong and weak, confident and insecure, confused and indecisive versus being very set on my views.
All this would be, depending on the situation.
Hm.
Now, all that was pointless to state, because, summaraized.....
It's basically saying that I don't know who I am.
Which is what I started with.
I don't know.
xD
CLT: I LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE getting blog comments. It's bad, to love that kind of knowledge that people care and attention so much. And bad to state this in that kind of inconspicuous way to get you guys to comment me.
OH WELL :D
But really.
I don't think you guys understand how much I appreciate the words you leave here, though, at times.
And I don't think I can thank you guys enough for keeping me so sane, or so I think, at times.
life reminders for the memory-impaired.
Monday, December 1, 2008
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favorite books.
- running with scissors - augusten burroughs
- slaughterhouse five - kurt vonnegut
- the curious incident of the dog in the night time - mark haddon
- the perks of being a wallflower - stephen chbosky
- the realm of possibility - david levithan
- a long way down - nick hornby
- diary - chuck palahniuk
- it's kind of a funny story - ned vizzini
- the book thief - markus zusak
- i am the messenger - markus zusak
- a corner of the universe - ann martin
- marley & me - john grogan
- just listen - sarah dessen
- the truth about forever - sarah dessen
- the bell jar - sylvia plath
- the catcher in the rye - j.d. salinger
- tunnel vision - keith lowe
- slaughterhouse five - kurt vonnegut
5 comments:
leaving one just for you 8D
but it's okay vyanh, everyone loves you for who you are anyways.
blog comments make me smile too :]
I feel loved when I get them <3
I don't think breaking the law is negative karma....
Don't be worried about your iternal soul just yet.
It's your time to rack up bad-karma points so you can be a better person in the future! =DDDD
Don't let your frustration get to you. I agree with Samantha, everyone does love you for who you are. Take that into account when looking into your mirror again ^^
HURRAH~
A BURST OF BLOGGERS BEING BORN~
:D
Look what you have created Vy-Ahn XD
Now we shall stalk everyone's lives and peer into their hearts and see what's going on with people >:DD
*STALK STALK STALK STALK*
:DD
Oh, But hey Vy-Anh,
This is the time of our lives where we start creating ourselves.
I think you've become more open to others, and that you believe in yourself so much more than ever.
You're showing more emotion to us, rather than keeping it bottled inside.
Though you may not be completely out there yet, it's just good that (I think) you've become more comfortable with everyone around
:D
If I'm totally wrong, then this would be quite awkward D:
...
Even now it's awkward..
BUT, it's just what I believe in you.
So, whatever :]
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