JONAH.

How many lives will we take?
How many hearts destined to break?
Nowhere to run, can't escape;
Full of ourselves, tied to our fate.
The end is knocking.



Yesterday particularly, I found many people reading my blog. Like did you know Marc and Jonah check it all the time just to see if I've stated their names at all? xD And Jonah told me to put his name in, so he could rub it in Marc's face, but I'd forgotten until now. So there, this post is titled Jonah :D
Jonah said they read it only to find their names, but I know he reads some, because he asks me about certain things I write about.
And of course Calvin's always telling me to update it, but yesterday Erin told me to, too :] And then Kes sent me a facebook message saying she'd spent 2 1/2 hours reading all my blogs xD And Vincent left a comment, along with Melissa and Kevin mentioning comments they had about my blog to me over AIM.
It's quite odd.
Yay for friends?

I haven't and won't take my normal bus home all week -_-
I missed it twice, stayed after on Monday, am staying after tomorrow & going to Sam's on Friday to watch West Side Story. Yay for musicals!
On Saturday, I plan to bake tiramisu for Samantha's mother :D and I finally get a new phone!
Then possibly shopping for matching clothing on Sunday @ the mall?
ah, yay for life<3 [which is kinda sorta back to normal for me~]

I just clipped my nails to play the guitar xD Hm...I wish I could play better. Maybe I'll take guitar like, senior year or something. Too bad I'm so not musically inclined. I wish. -_-

There's nothing really to say, and that's why I don't make too many posts, you guys! I fear I'll bore you. Don't you agree this seems boring?
Because lately, life's just been about getting through each of my days without falling asleep, and surviving these recent physical pains & lack of food/sleep. I've been having a lot of headaches that make me unable to make large movements and my lungs/diaphragm/stomach/intestines/heart/idk have been through a lot of stabbing pangs lately. Especially when I breathe deep, laugh or sing.
Lately, everything has been boring and dull. So routine, that I don't recall anything that occurs anymore, even only a few moments after it happens. The day is merely a vague blur, that vanishes as it comes. I should write a poem about this. I'll get to it later.
There it is; procrastination! I've been procrastinating way too much lately. It's not like I have anything better to do, and no matter how many times I tell myself I'll start early to get it over with, I automatically put it off until it's so late that by the time I finish there's no time for the sleep I so desperately long for. It's like I can't even help it. I need more willpower! I need to make myself more useful. Start living, instead of wasting away doing things that will get me nowhere, like, I don't know, BLOGGING?!

GOOD BYE.

Well, as always, I am forced to clean my room, AGAIN. I need to start keeping organized & clean. I end up cleaning almost a few times a week -_- And my mom won't let me go out unless she can see the floor~
xD

the calvin lin trend:
i'd do nearly anything to not be allergic to cats.



Hot N Cold - Katy Perry
Thank you Tiff for some of the best music suggestions ever :D