Drain the pressure from the swelling;
This sensation's overwhelming.
Give me a long kiss goodnight,
& everything will be alright.
Tell me that I won't feel a thing.
Don't you hate messes?
and drama?
Sometimes, I wish that everyone could just have one person they love, that they're perfect with, and that one person loved them back, and they found each other as soon as possible and lasted eternally.
Instead of the complications and setbacks of dating [waste of time], and divorces and break ups and new loves and heartache and heartbreaks and yearning and all that.
Doesn't everyone think of that?
Possibly hope for it, like me?
Maybe you like variety or something, but I'm thinking of a love that is so strong, that you don't need anything else.
So perfect.
Because all this is such a mess sometimes.
So here [these are real current situations]:
1.) A likes B, but B doesn't like A back, B likes C.
But C doesn't like B back either, C likes D.
2.) E and F like G, but G doesn't like E and F back.
G likes H, but H doesn't like G back.
and therefore, nobody gets what they want.
I don't know if that made any sense to you.
But oh, what a tangled web we weave~
Why must humans insist on continuously longing for what they can't have?
Of course, there ARE the happy couples, like Anna and Daniel, or Tiff and Jeremiah, or Liz and Jesse [I can say their names only because I don't think they mind, whereas A-H might xD]
And they're very lucky.
Sometimes I wish I had that. :\
I haven't for quite a while.
Oh, and you know what I noticed? Love "triangles" must always include at least one gay person [or else it wouldn't be a triangle]. Hahaha.
So I was looking at pictures of me from 6th grade,
and GOD do I need to lose weight xD
I look so cute skinny!
imo.
:D
how conceited. :D
Anyway!
Not much to say.
Just haven't posted a blog in a while.
Scared about my grades -_-
Already..
AP & PreAP are harder than I imagined.
Everything is.
All I want to do lately is sing my heart out and watch musicals all day.
With my best friends :]
And like, leave this all behind or something. It's tiring.
Calvin Lin Trend: I hate spending time with my family other than my mom and brother. I really do. Seriously. Maybe not because I don't like them, more like I can't talk to them. I just can't. It's so difficult that it hurts inside [tear-worthy hurt]. Anyone out of my age group in general, it aches to speak to, no joke.
Both physically and emotionally.
Can't Let Go - Landon Pigg
^Don't you just love him?
life reminders for the memory-impaired.
Monday, September 15, 2008
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favorite books.
- running with scissors - augusten burroughs
- slaughterhouse five - kurt vonnegut
- the curious incident of the dog in the night time - mark haddon
- the perks of being a wallflower - stephen chbosky
- the realm of possibility - david levithan
- a long way down - nick hornby
- diary - chuck palahniuk
- it's kind of a funny story - ned vizzini
- the book thief - markus zusak
- i am the messenger - markus zusak
- a corner of the universe - ann martin
- marley & me - john grogan
- just listen - sarah dessen
- the truth about forever - sarah dessen
- the bell jar - sylvia plath
- the catcher in the rye - j.d. salinger
- tunnel vision - keith lowe
- slaughterhouse five - kurt vonnegut

3 comments:
OH my gosh.
D:
How the hell does it get that complicated...
BUT yes.
I honestly think so too, wish there was just one person.
I would always think there would be this one person who I would meet that would FOREVER change my life
XD
har har.
Like that's ever going to happen, right?
anyways.
IT'S OK VYANH.
SOMEDAY, sometime.
There will be someone :D
And plus, you're still very.
very.veryveryvery.
Young.
I don't know how you can say you haven't felt so for "quite a while"
I'm turning 18 soon and it's still very hard for me to be attracted to another D:
HOWSAD.
I'm only fond of, or admire others...
not the same though right?
Oh well.
I think friendship is better anyways :D
WE DON'T TALK ANYMORE.
I think I need someone to talk to.
yea? yea?
:D
Are your opening lyrics Green Day?? "Give Me Novacaine" right??
~I used to love that song.
I can't take it either.
Some days I just can't.
It's complicated... We're not like.. Wonderfully happy.
Hell, you haven't even met him.
He wants to meet you though xD
He wants to meet "all my friends so I know what you'll get into while I'm not around"
xD We'll have a party sooner or later.
I know it takes a while to find the "one," and I'm sure there will be a time I don't know if I will either.
But love is blind... and it just happens.
If you're looking for it, it won't come.
When I gave up on it.. it came to me, in forms I didn't think exhisted.
And.. don't worry bout your weight, you're beautiful. :]
WHATINTHEWORLD.
I never knew I could just leave a comment like this!
this is amazing.
now i can finally leave something and pour out all my thoughts instead of just reading and keeping it all in my head :D
but yus.
love triangles.
it can only be a love line.
xD
and the thing about humans insisting on continuously wanting what they can't have?
then this world would equal failuree.
but love is indeed a mind boggling thing~
& it always tricks me into traps that leads me to being a fool for always doing so.
blahblahblahblahblah.
i don't wanna ramble.
so.
we'll have a kickass philosophical and insightful conversation some other time.
yayy~ :D
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