i don't want to beat around the bush.

So, uh...
Just Dance - Lady Gaga
I LOVE THIS SONG :D
It took me a long time to realize this; I didn't like it much at all the first time I'd heard it on Miss Universe or Miss America or whatever...xD

Sorry I don't blog enough. I get lazy, or I'm afraid whatever I have to say isn't interesting enough that you'd want to hear!
I'm supposed to be packing right now. Got home about half an hour ago? I had quite a fun day (:
I'm getting more content with my life, just as I'm about to move? How inconvenient. NOT UNCONVENIENT, JANSEN. Haha.
Heritage night was on Friday! It went pretty well, aside from us not being able to find a green ribbon and an Asian hat for two of the acts. Of course though, we found them after the performances were over...-_-
Oh and I made callbacks for the "Wizard of Oz"! So, thank you Jansen, for helping me with my lines and convincing me to try out :P
I tried out for a character called Gloria, but I'm probably not going to be her...we'll see what happens :]
It'll be a nice last thing to do at Falls Church though.
Mr. Reed said,
"We've got to get you up on stage more! Whether it's in the plays, or in the chorus, but you've been with the Haunted House for two years now and you keep just, edging or working your way towards this department. You've got a too much of a good personality and beautiful voice and a pretty face, and I'm glad you've finally auditioned. You'll definitely be up on the stage somewhere in this play."
This was a boost to self-esteem? :D

Heritage Night was honestly a lot of fun. I don't know why. It just felt really good to get everything right and finally be up in front of everyone and have congratulations from friends and parents and teachers who watched and to finally make up for all the work we've gone through for weeks, to finally do it and have this relief and joy :D

Today was Tina's birthday! :]
Robert picked me up to go to Fuddrucker's at like 5ish, and they made a strawberry cake with cheerios and food coloring as icing xD...and a penis.
And then we went to Party City and something of an "adventure" until David's parents left his house and we went over there to raaaave! It was a lot of fun as well. I learned how to do the "butterfly" rave technique and then sort of learned "tracing." From the good music to just being with my lovely friends, it was all pretty cool (:
...I could've done without Tom's mindraping butt dance thing though....O_O

I wish I could've stayed the night though D:


Hm. I'm not positive I have a particular subject for this post. How about we look through my diary and see what I can come up with?
So you know how Calvin moved, yes? I miss him a lot. :\ For like the first week, I'd sit in class and think to myself, I wonder where Calvin is, or Why is he late? And then I'd remember, Oh yeah, he's gone... And I have no lunches and no one to walk me to 6th and 7th period anymore...well Jansen usually walks with me now, I suppose. I wear Calvin's aviators and jacket and flannel shirt to feel like he's still there. It's not much, but it's something, you know? I feel lost and lonely a lot of the time he's not there...hm. It's not something I'm used to, I guess.
Two more years without him...D:

I'm trying to upload a new little video culminations on Youtube but it won't let me because supposedly I'm using "copyrighted content," being the song Marching Bands of Manhattan by Death Cab For Cutie, and I'm not "liscensed to," and I don't know what to do. I can't upload it. It won't work. It like analyzes the music in the video and matches it to the real song and tells me I can't use it unless I prove it in print, or some shit. Gah. Maybe I'll upload it on facebook?
...But that's no fun.
All my other culminations are on Youtube :\