WHY AM I POSTING ON BLOGGER?!

Because I feel like it. I'm tired of Tumblr and Xanga atm. They don't feel right. This feels right. Sort of. Aside from the fact that people can see this, it feels alright. But I don't expect anyone aside from maybe Calvin and/or Sam to see this, I think?
HEY SO SOME THOUGHTS
THAT I WAS THINKING
JUST NOW
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Why are the Elfster wishlists so complicated? Everyone's insulting them with "too vague!" or "too specific!" nonsense...or "this sucks," "over the spending limit," "doesn't cost money" crap. xD Why don't we all just fill our wishlists with reasonable things and not complain D:
I like buying gifts for everyone, but I only want to spend $5 per person, so that I don't spending over $150 or less on gifts, but everyone's wishlist items are over 5 >.>
Was there something I wanted to write about?
Hm. I think it was love. I've been thinking a lot about love. Like, you have no idea how much of a hopeless romantic I am. I'm actually nearly ALWAYS thinking about love. And soulmates. And marriage. And like wtf, I'm only 16, right? But it's always on my mind for some reason. I like to dream up conversations with whoever I imagine myself being with. I'm really weird ): I don't know if I've stated this before, but Tiffany once said that Tom was too desperate for a girlfriend, but I'm on the same boat as him. I just want not to be alone anymore, so badly. ALMOST THREE YEARS. I'm going to be very sad if I'm still without romantic interests by the end of junior year xD Grrrrr how do other people manage this? I need to learn to be more INDEPENDENT. Like Zooey Deschanel in 500 Days of Summer! She didn't even believe in relationships. I should try to be a little like her. OR at least stop dreaming of this storybook fairytale stuff. Oh my goodness, watching the AMAZING firework show at the Disney Magic Kingdom Castle like made me ten years younger. I felt like a little girl, 100% believing in the voice over saying, "If you just believe, all your dreams and wishes will come true!" Oh dear. I'M SO PATHETIC AND DESPERATEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEee SAVE ME
Loooooove. One of my life goals in my life goal journal is "fall in love." Have I been in love? Nah. I don't know. Hm...I came up with a whole description of what I think love is the other day. It sounds corny if I spell it out for you. This whole thing is corny. =_=
So I'm having a fairly good time in Florida. How are you guys doing? Hope your Thanksgiving was enjoyable. I've visited all the parks in Disney World. In fact, I was just telling Calvin about how I want a ton of us to go there next year, as a graduation road trip...I'm staying in this sweet villa, with a bedroom w/ a queen size bed, a living room w/ two couches that fold out into two full size beds, a kitchen with a fridge, dishwasher, microwave and stove-top oven, and a dining table, a television in the living room and a television in the bedroom, along with a full bathroom w/ a linen closet, a walk-in closet in the bedroom, and a washing machine and dryer for clothes. We could rent one out for like $500 for one week, divided among maybe ten of us would only be $50 per person :D And Disney tickets are like $200-$250ish if you want to stay maybe 3-7 days. So start saving up if you want to go! I think this would be hella fun! It'd be like living together for a week. And we'd drive ten hours to save $ on plane tickets and car rentals. I'll construct a whole game plan when it's not so far down the road.
IT WILL BE FUN :D

HAH. I just went back and read like ten of my old blogs. THEY'RE SO MUCH FUN TO READ. My writing can be pretty delicious, tehe xD I'm definitely going to start blogging a lot on here again :)



CLT: I saw New Moon, right? I'm team Jacob for sure. LOL. HE ALSO MAKES SO MUCH MORE SENSE.
Edward:
-cold
-pale
-sparkly
-wants to kill her/drink her blood
-tried to leave her/break up with her
-caused her this hole-in-chest sensation
-caused her to nearly kill herself several times
-poses life-threatening situations
-will stay 17 when she's an old lady
-requires losing your soul to stay with forever
-Robert Pattison is awkward and creepy
Jacob:
-warm
-cute
-not sparkly
-protective
-sweet
-cute
-has saved her life
-will live as long as she does
-does not wish to kill her/drink her blood
-does not pose life-threatening situations
-Taylor Lautner is cuteeeeeeeeeeeee :3
If you read my tumblr, I posted a quote from the movie by Charlie, Bella's dad, stating "Sometimes you have to learn to love what's good for you." I love this quote mostly because I feel like I can relate to it. And also because Stephanie Meyer didn't write it.