stuck in reverse.

And the tears come streaming down your face,
When you lose something you can't replace;
When you love someone but it goes to waste...
Could it be worse?





Hmm, Vincent, I don't know about this.
Even though you won't read this...I find it interesting that you think I'm the reason everyone started to blog D: I think Tiff and you had a blog before me...xD
Who knows, Jansen listened to you...maybe you'll be my counter and turn everything around and make everyone stop blogging.
Well I hope I don't come off as trying to "tell you off", to you guys.
I realized my last post sounds extremely self-centered, and I forgot to mention I don't blame anyone for all that! It was a failure on all our parts. Because I know how Tom says he's feeling, and it frustrates me that you guys were blaming it on him, because how can you leave it all up to him to come up with ideas and know what we should do and take us there? You kept saying that his ideas were boring and that you didn't want to do them- but did you come up with anything to do instead? I don't understand, honestly. :\

You're right about one thing though, Vincent.
A lot of people tell me they know me better through my blog than in real life. This saddens me, because it is pathetic, but I keep my blog for three sole reasons, really.
1. Because typing is so much faster than writing by hand
2. So that I don't have to let Calvin borrow my diary or read it out loud to him every time I write an entry
3. ...I love the way my Tumblr looks, and I enjoy pretty websites xD

I don't know about you, but I could NEVER stop reading other people's blogs! I hate not knowing how my friends are feeling, how they've been, what's gone on in their life that maybe they want to talk about. Because it really doesn't make any sense to bring up your problems out of the blue in a conversation, and especially now that a lot of people are in to blogging, I absolutely adore reading what they have to say. I find humans so fascinating, and especially the people I'm close to are so enjoyable to read from.
So I beg you guys to not follow Vincent, because I hope you know I've probably read every single word on every single post of yours. So I don't want to hear any of that "no one's going to read this" crap! :D

...On the other hand, quite alternatively, I've been feeling very fed up with most of my "close" friends. More and more and more lately. It's constantly increasing, and every single action they do is beginning to piss me off for no reason. I'd say misanthrope, but it's not, because I love everyone else.
The people I feel as if I'm going to miss the most are the ones I never hang out with, like Cristian, Sasmit, Jonah, Dao and Earvin. Maybe I just need a break from the VSA kids.

Oh, and Jason! I don't know about the word "crew" either. It's just something Tom used the other day.